Sucking Royally

Still sucking royally. At least I've started using the NVC (non-violent communication) technique of asking myself if I'd be willing to do a specific activity with full presence. I usually tell myself yes. Then I suck at it. But I CAN do it. I just need to keep doing it and rewarding myself. And I'm keeping my Watching the Thinker journal so I can become aware of what's in my way.

Commitment

I'm ready to watch the thinker. I'm ready to use this one technique to experience enlightenment. I don't know how the heck I'm going to do it, but I'm going to do it. Eckhart said it's the first step towards enlightenment: watching the thinker. What happens when you watch the thinker? Is it possible to get anything done? Will I experience inner peace? There's only one way to find out, folks. What happens when I watch the thinker? Do I get anything done? How do I get anything done? How do I know what to do and what to dismiss as "the thinker" having its way with me? I'm keeping a notebook on me all the time so that I can record what the heck is happening "up there". I don't trust watching the thinker, but I'll do it anyway. I trust my upline coach to tell me what to do about the business. I do it. Why don't I just do what Eckie says to do? I will. This blog will chronicle my adventures in watching the thinker.

What happens? I don't know, but I know it will be right.